So here I am again, wondering what good reasons could there possibly be?
Just like before, I am again falling into pieces, trying to dry my tears under the bright moon that was once a witness to how much effort you’ve placed upon the bike’s petals just to see me that one night. Did you know that from that moment on, you swept me off of my feet? I would never forget such night, eternally I would have that picture of you; white shirt, green Bermuda shorts and white Beats earphones, and of course your bike. I have never figured how my knight in shining armor would look like, or how Prince Charming’s entrance would be; until that night. Everything else was perfect.
I easily fall into love, and out of it, too. But this damn heart knows that such night would be a start of forever. And I still think it would be. As you know, we may have separate lives now, love never dies, perhaps the flames are burning dimmer though, but never shall they die. In my heart of hearts, you still occupy a spot. And how could I even deny that you have smitten me that even now, thinking of you is both bitter sweet, partly hurting, partly hoping. One common friend told me, that you’ve got the swag, I couldn’t agree more. You are too good to be true. And of all those souls I have shared a part of me with; you have the warmest of kiss, the one with the sincerest passion. You’re the best one I’ve ever had, cliché, but damn, it fits you. Isa kang multo, minsan ka lang nagpakita, but I would forever remember.
Bad things happen for a reason. And so allow me to think that this beautiful nightmare is but for the good of my heart. You thought me how to be stronger, to be more secure; and yes, to learn how to love myself first and to be careful in falling deeply. Ultimately, you reminded me how beautiful love could be.